a little better.

So, things have been better. I'm staying at my mums now until we find me a place.. this whole thing is one giant headache. School is not a stress-mess right now because all the tests and papers for the first quarter are said and done with. That is a huge weight off my back. I've been going out more with my friends now that I'm single which is refreshing for a chance. I got my raise at work so I'll have just a tad bit more money, which I need to be saving!
Also, very niceee, I had a good valentines day after all =] I really didn't think it would be good at all. I'm not a fan of Valentines day. Either you are alone and have no one to spend it with or you have someone and are unsure of what to get them. I thought I was going to be alone but I was wrong. I went out to eat with someone which was nice considering I've known him for a good while now and we've never done that. We always just grab fast-nasty food and take it back to his house. So it was new. I'm so shy sometimes it amazes me really. After we went back here to me mums and watched Robin Hood, haha. I love Disney though! Dad also brought me a rose and a card, wasnt expecting that one considering he hasn't spoken to me in over a month. I was hesitant to call and thank him for it but I finally got up the nerve and called. He was actually nice to me for once and acted like nothing ever happened. So I suppose that is a good thing.
Its not so bad here with the Mum. She cooks alot and shes helping me learn to actually eat good. I now like Spinach and Tuna! But that isnt enough to keep me here. I want... haveee to have a place of my own. I want responsibility and freedom. I had it once and I want it back. Hopefully I will be outta here soon and I can give my things a home and stop having to live out of boxes.
Whatta relief that will be!
And I'm listening to Fleetwood Mac now... so that makes me happy too!