Grin and bare it..

Well I moved out of the house I was living in with three friends because it all went to hell in a handbag. I still love the two guys I was rooming with but the girl... that is a different story. I now dislike her with a passion.. needless to say living together ruined our friendship. Granted she wasnt a very close friend or anything. I tried to get an apartment with my roomate Shaun but he wasn't able to get a co-signer. I didn't want to have to pay another monthsrent to live in a house I was miserable in... so I have sucked it up and am back home with my dad. Ugh.
My mother is my hero. She always has my back (for the most part), and she is completely supportive. I honestly really do not know what I would do with out her. She has completely stepped up. I guess all of this makes up for the years we didn't speak to each other, which I do in fact regret tremendously.
We've talked about it before but nothing has really came of it yet. My mum is going to buy me a house.. wellll not completely buy me a house. She is paying for it and I am going to pay like rent and eventually one day it will be mine. I do believe she wins the mother of the year award. We have been looking online and driving around and she has been approved at the bank and shes been talking with different realtors. I cannot believe this is actually going to happen =].
At the house I was living in I hated it. Every day I would come home from work and there would be people in my living room on my furniture. Its like they were there everyyyday and would not leave. And every weekend it seemed we were having a 'party' and it wasnt even my friends and some how I always ended up cleaning up. People would come over who I could not stand being around so I would just be a recluse in my room. Needless to say, it got old really quick. So it is a relief to be out of there. But this house is going to be mineeee, and I make the rules and I decide what happens when and who can come over. And there will be no smoking in the house... which is a dreadful habit anyways.
So now hear I am just waiting. Being here at the fathers house is not a blast... not even close to fun. They just annoy me. So I need to 'grin and bare it'. Hopefully this house thing happens fast because I really do not know how much longer I will be able to handle living in this house. AND I am so sick of people questioning me on why I want to live on my own when "you have it so good at home"... well listen here friend, YOU live here for a month and tell me whether you like it or not. Half the time I feel like I want to either kill them or myself. It is not fun.
Looks like I'll just have to wait it out and hope for a new home soon.